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It has always been my dream, so why don't I feel happy?

why don't I feel like I've accomplished anything?

30th July to August, 2025

I studied so much, suffered so much inside that room. I don't want to sound depressed, but why do I feel like I haven't gotten anywhere? Maybe I longed for something that wasn't this? Or was the root of my suffering actually the longing I felt for my home?

But I still running for something, a longing, a feeling. A desire that makes me get up every time I'm disappointed, an invisible will that prevents me from stopping. I know I'll get there, to the same place as you, teacher.


Second blog post

8th september, 2025

I really enjoyed it. But I don't know why this feeling of inadequacy won't go away. Maybe I've realized that this isn't about an achievement, but about a journey.





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